A supernatural love of rocks

January 17th, 2018

 St Clair loves her rocks 

I think I had a supernatural experience when...I first picked up a stone and put it in my pocket. I must have been super young because I can't recall a time before I have loved them. I collect seashells, and bits of wood, and pine cones, but rocks have a special place in my heart. I have stones from around the world. I have ones from every continent other than Antarctica that friends have found and sent to me. They are all different types but my favourites are metamorphic. I call them my UN of rocks. I also like to give people stones and crystals that I pour my own good wishes into. 

 

The photo above is from a part of my collection

International Woman of Mystery

January 16th, 2018

Susan Demeter St Clair

 

There is a place, like no place on earth. A land full of wonder, mystery and danger. Some say, to survive it, you need to be as mad as a hatter. Which, luckily, I am.

~ Lewis Carroll ~
Alice in Wonderland

Some Ultra-terrestrial Inspiration

December 31st, 2017

I had a little ultraterrestrial inspiration, a blank canvas to fill,  and some acrylic paint over the 2017 festive season. This is my work in progress so far. I originally envisioned him as a little elf boy. Note my flying saucer ornament is hanging just above the canvas to the left. I didn't plan that when I snapped the pic, and had a good giggle when I saw it. Cosmic shenanigans and synchronicity. 

An ultraterrestrial appears on my canvas

A close-up below. I call him JR and I dream about him sometimes. His messages in a symbolic dream language tend to be very peaceful and loving, and occasionally very, very mischievous.  

JR Closeup

Ultraterrestrial Agents of Cultural Deconstruction

From Cyberbiological Studies of the Imaginal Component in the UFO Contact Experience by Carl Raschke, (Archaeus, Vol.5, 1989)

"I substitute the prefix ultra- where one would expect extra-, so as to stress that the phenomena in question may be not only from beyond the Earth, but from outside the very matrix of space, time and matter. Such a surmise is not as outlandish as it may seem on first consideration, since many theoretical physicists today have acceded to the notion that everything that falls within the range of normal, empirical science may be only a thin strand of intelligibility interwoven with hidden alternative folds of reality. [4] The spatiotemporal order, whose geometry was formulated summarily by Einstein, may be little more than than a single vibrational "rate" within what John Wheeler has called "superspace." [5] Thus UFO "visitations" or intrusions may be traced back to some hyperdimensional point of origin. Furthermore, the "visitors," rather than systematically "studying" our ways out of magisterial curiosity, may be working with methodical dispatch to make us transparently conscious of, if not to elevate us toward, the realm in which they move and have their being."

4. For the clearest and most provocative exposition of this view, see the book by the British physicist David Bohm, Wholeness and the Implicate Order (London: Routledge & Kegan Paul, 1980).

5. See John Wheeler, Geometrodynamics (New York: Academic Press, 1962).

A New Year A New Dawn

December 31st, 2017

Happy New Year 2018

I release all things from my past that might have caused any negative attachments. I prepare myself to welcome new changes, new lessons, and new adventures. I welcome new opportunities to grow emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. 

This is not a joyus time for many of us, but I do want to take a moment to add my wishes for a peaceful and healthy 2018 to all. I am an optimist and I feel hopeful for the future. I am embracing the darkness and the quiet of winter for much needed inner work, and reflection, while at the same time I look forward to Spring and new beginnings.  

The image above is a photo I took on very chilly Christmas Day 2018. I was walking along the frozen lakeshore of Lake Ontario when the perfect moment appeared. There are no filters on this image and it came straight off the camera.

My Christmas tree. 


 

The Otherworld as the Unknown

June 14th, 2017

 Daimonic Reality – Patrick Harpur

My own beloved copy of Patrick Harpur's Daimonic Reality


"... But to return and view the cheerful skies, In this the task and mighty labour lies."

The above quote a key to accessing the Otherworld, the Other Realm, Faerie Land, Oz, Magonia.....

I want to give a shout out and some love to one of my favourite books that tackles UFOs among other Fortean subjects. Patrick Harpur's Daimonic Reality: A field guide to the Otherworld is a brilliant and unique contribution to the literature. A rich and complex thesis, this book builds onwards, and outwards from the ideas of Blake, Jung, Yeats, Vallee, and Keel among other original thinkers, and across time and cultures.

Harpur's book is a scholarly study, that argues for the "reality" of the OtherWorld as Anima Mundi or the Soul of the World which manifests itself into this reality, and his ideas are backed up by excellent research. It is also quite literally an enchanting read.

"The book has three parts. The first is dominated by well-told examples of the events and the people who observed them. Harpur tells the story of his carefully chosen events well. He also makes sure that the reader can see the larger picture -- how each event fits into the developing description of the Otherworld.

Part two looks at the concept of seeing, starting with visions of the Blessed Virgin Mary. He goes on to talk about daimonic traces, the pieces of evidence left behind after Otherworld events. These include Bigfoot footprints, and why they are sometimes not there even when they should be. The traces also include a three-inch fairy shoe, an extraterrestrial pancake, pictures of Nessie, and crop circles.

Part three goes on to look at journeys into the Otherworld. Shaman and witch doctors purposely go to be educated be spirits there. Ordinary people, especially in places (such as the U.S.) that don't have a magical tradition, are often swept into the Otherworld against their will, being abducted by UFOs as they were once captured by fairies.

The book concludes with Harpur's thoughts on how to travel safely in the Otherworld. Among others: "Travel light."

The following is an excerpt from this book to give you a taste. 

From Daimonic Reality: A Field Guide to the Otherworld by Patrick Harpur

The Otherworld as the Unknown 

"The Otherworld is always imagined as beginning at the edge of our known world. It can be the wilderness outside the city walls or the unexplored regions at the edge of maps labelled 'Here be dragons'. It can begin at the brink of the ocean—or at the garden gate. As the boundaries of the Unknown are pushed back, the world largely mapped, the Otherworld is located in outer space. Early aliens claimed to come from Venus, Mars or the Moon; later, when these planets seemed more local, less remote, they claimed to come from distant star systems such as Zeta Reticuli or the Pleiades.

the Pleiades 

Religion sets the boundary of the Unknown at the limits of human life. In traditional cultures, the other world beyond life, after death, is immanent—another reality contained within this one. In Christianity, it is transcendent, a separate reality removed from Earth. Scientism recognizes no Otherworld, but ... daimonic reality has a way of subverting it. Thus scientism constructs its own literal versions of a transcendent and immanent Otherworld. The former appears in the weird models of the universe articulated by astronomers and cosmologists; the latter appears in the speculations of nuclear physicists.

It is worth lingering a moment over the Otherworld of the nuclear physicists, if only because their discipline is widely held to be the doyen of sciences. They, above all, seek to establish the "facts" of the matter. I would maintain, however, that their subatomic realm is merely another variant of daimonic reality. Everything that is predicated of it could, for instance, be applied with equal justice to the land of Fairy. Both worlds invert the cozy Newtonian world we inhabit: laws of time, space, causality and, of course, matter are ignored. (Once past the "event horizon" of a black hole, say the astrophysicists, time slows to a standstill; or, once inside the black hole, it "runs backwards".) Subatomic physics introduces extra dimensions—"string theory" allows for ten, I think: our four, plus six more, compacted very tightly. Multi-dimensionality is a staple of science fiction and ufology.

The daimons of subatomic "inner space" are called particles, although strictly speaking they aren't—elecrons, for example, are both particles and waves at the same time. They are paridoxical, both there and not-there, like faeries. Like UFOs they cannot be measured exactly: we can calculate their speed, or their position, but not both. This, roughly, is what Werner Heisenberg called the Uncertainty Principle, and it applies to all daimonic phenomena. We cannot know subatomic particles in themselves; we can only identify them via their daimonic traces. Like minute yetis, they used to leave tracks in vats of detergent placed at the bottom of mines; nowadays they are more likely to leave their spoor on computer screens linked to particle accelerators.

They tease their investigators mercilessly. Each newly discovered particle promises to be the fundamental building-block of matter. First there were atoms; then electrons, protons, neutrons; then quarks, their playful, even Mad Hatterish nature evident in their Lewis Carrollian name. I remember when there were only four quarks, daimonically named Upness, Downness, Strangeness and Charm (good names for UFO types). The last time I looked into them there were more than forty, and counting. Ever smaller, ever more impish and less substantial—the massless particles—they recede from us like quasars, those enormous daimons said to be moving towards the edge of the known universe at speeds close to that of light.

As with all anomalous entities, the very act of observing the particles disturbs them. Observer and observed, subject and object, cannot finally be distinguished. Particles whose existence is predicted obligingly turn up. If we didn't know better, we might almost say that they had been imagined into existence. The so-called New Physicists smelled a rat long ago. They began to compare the whole enterprise to oriental religion or to suspect that its reality is primarily metaphorical, not literal and factual. This is not to say that daimons cannot manifest concretely, as we have seen. In fact, the smaller they are, the more powerful they can be, viz. the atom bomb.

Students of the daimonic—spiritualists, ufologists and so on—excitedly invoke subatomic physics as evidence that other dimensions, other worlds are possible and real. They are encouraged to believe that one day their own favorite daimons will be acceptable to Science. But the subatomic realm is not a literal world of facts from which they can derive support for the literal reality of their own. It is simply another metaphor for the Soul of the World. It is not even an especially good one: daimons prefer to appear as persons, not as impersonal, quirky little particles. The subatomic Otherworld has its own elegance and a certain stark beauty, as the physicists are keen on emphasizing; but it is grey and meaningless compared to the world William Blake saw in a grain of sand. Indeed, while special instruments, such as the microscope and telescope, extend sensory limits, they do not increase its qualitative depth. They produce an ersatz vision, a shadow of that true imaginative vision which alone reveals meaning.

The Einsteinian model of the universe—more like a great thought than a great machine, said Sir James Jeans—reverses the Newtonian model. They are variants of each other, images of a universe whose final reality can never be known. The Otherworld mirrors ours. It can be benign, like paradises that reverse this world's suffering; or it can be uncanny, like the realm some tribes ascribe to witches who walk or talk backwards, wear their heads upside down, their legs back to front. These characteristics are sometimes attributed to the inhabitants of neighbouring villages, reminding us that, to people of imagination, the Otherworld has always been in this one. For such people, to wake is, in a deeper sense, to fall asleep; to die, to live. There may well be an end to this literal world of ours, but there can be no literal end to it because it is continuous with that other world, without end."

Well worth your consideration if you have any interest in Otherworldy subjects..... A Must Read. 

Daimonic Reality: A Field Guide to the Otherworld
Patrick Harpur
Pine Winds Press, 2003

E-book version

Author's website

1212 and Other Numeric Synchronicities

May 27th, 2017

 12:12 

 

Synchronicity is a word that was coined by C.G. Jung and is defined as the simultaneous occurrence of events that appear to be significantly related, but have no discernible causal connection ie: meaningful coincidence. Synchronicity, and synchronistic-mysticism is something that I study, research and practice. I pay close attention to these meaningful coincidences, and particularly those with repetitive number sequences.

Despite the fact that I have never been very good with numbers I have always and not so secretly wished I was a Math geek like my Dad was and my sister is. My mind is just not cut out for advanced mathematics, however I do enjoy numbers. And I have had a special relationship with the numbers 11, 22, and 23 since I was very young. By relationship I mean that through my own curiosity and observances I have noted these numbers appear to me often, in repetitive sequences and in significant ways, and times.

I am not alone. This happens with many people and with different sets of numbers, and there are many schools of thought on why this occurs, and what the meaning behind the appearance of these numbers may denote for the experiencer. If you are interested in researching these potential meanings and notions a search on Google will bring you many, many hits. In fact humanity's fascination with numbers in general, and numerical mysticism is both very ancient, and complex. 

Many years ago when I was working from home, and during an 11:11 wave (for UFO geeks think like UFO wave) so to speak ie: I was seeing this sequence often, and I decided to run a little test. I covered every clock in my home, and I removed my wrist watch.

1111

 

The very morning I did this, and with the radio on a CBC morning program the announcer called out the time as 11:11am. This was so random, and unexpected that I was floored. In fact I found it quite funny, and immediately started uncovering the clocks. So I have tested some of these ideas, including the most mundane that we train ourselves to look at clocks at certain times, or scan receipts for number combinations and then simply affix a special meaning to them, which the Cosmic Joker saw fit to play a prank with via the radio announcement. &#59;) 

For an ambitious, fascinating and artistic study of numbers, and the significance they can play within our live please do have a look at The Secret Lives of Numbers.

The above video link contains some screen-caps that are taken from archive.turbulence.org

The authors conducted an exhaustive online empirical study in order to determine the relative popularity of every integer between 0 and one million. The resulting information exhibits an extraordinary variety of patterns which reflect our culture, our minds, and our bodies. They surmise that their dataset is a numeric snaphot of the collective consciousness; herein they return their analyses to the public in the form of an interactive visualization, whose aim is to provoke awareness of one's own numeric manifestations.

The manifestation of specific number sequences such as 1111 or 2222 have always seemingly occurred to me prior to, during, and just after significant changes within my life or those lives of people very close to me. These timeframes and circumstances are ones that one might consider to be liminal; at a point of change, a threshold, in between one state and the next.  Occasionally they are accompanied by PSI ie: psychic disturbances, and I will give a very recent example of one. 

Lately I have begun experiencing 1212. The other day I came home and my iPod docking station had been switched to on (anonymously), no one, but my cat was here, and my cat is not that dexterous. My iPod is password protected and it takes two swipes of the screen, plus a password and then a touch to the app to launch a music player. I have 1000s of songs on it, but when I walked in through my front door it was very loudly in the midst of a Lovecraftain style dramatic recording about a Homunculus, yet another Fortean subject that I am currently very interested in (see previous humanoid blog posts). I had forgotten I had even loaded up this particularly recorded story and it certainly wasn't on my last listened to playlist. The incident was very John Keel-like in it High Strangeness factor. But if that was not weird enough, the time on the docking station (which should have been in synch with the device (which was 6pm-ish) was displaying 12:12 am. Very odd and meaninful considering I have been waking up randomly to seeing that specific time 12:12 over the last month. 

I keep a journal of synchronicity, and I would suggest anyone who experiences them to also keep a record of these. Some synchronicities turn out to be not so important or meaningful and others much more so and highly significant in hindsight. I have actively manifested synchronicity with success, and in doing so have created  unexpected and complex, and enriching experiences, (along with some darker ones) these will be in part the focus of my planned book on UFOs, Synchronicity and Magick. 

If you have had a similar experience with numbers or haunted iPods please feel free to share in the comments. I'd love to hear more. :) 


More Encounters With High Strangeness

May 27th, 2017

Leprechaun

 

The following three reports are of encounters with very little humanoids, and one very large one. These types of experiences can be considered absurd and therefore come under the umbrella term of "High Strangeness," which is something I am studying, and wrote at length on within an essay for Robbie Graham's anthology UFOs: Reframing the Debate, which is now available from Amazon. 

When I was a child I encountered something similar to the experiences listed below. I was frightened of these beings, and I considered them to be ghosts. I wrote of one of my own experiences on this blog which I entitled The Impossible Little Man. Decades later I am still uncertain what it was I encountered, but I am interested in hearing from others who may have had a similar experience.

Location: Palestine (exact location not provided)
Date: 1947 Time: afternoon
A 15-year old girl was cleaning the house when she flipped over a couch cushion to clean it and swears she saw three little people. She screamed, dropped the cushion and ran out of the room. Her Mom and Dad came running to see what the problem was and she told them what happened. Of course, they thought she was crazy. Especially when she flipped over the cushion and nothing was there.

HC addendum
Source: jkamal@sco.ca.gov

Location: California (exact location not provided)
Date: 1974 Time: afternoon

Jayne Kamal and her older sister were home by themselves, she thinks her mom, dad, and younger brother and sister were, as usual, at a baseball game. They were baking chocolate chip cookies in the kitchen. They had a kitchen counter that they used to sit on barstools at, and they were standing on the opposite side in the kitchen placing the dough on a cookie sheet. They were leaning up against the counter and looking out the glass patio door at their backyard when some movement in the yard got their attention. They saw something come flying over the neighbor’s fence to their left. It floated up over the fence, across their yard, and over the fence to their neighbors on the right. For a while after their sighting her sister and Jayne stood there in shock or in a trance. She remembers she literally shook her head and looked at her sister and asked, “Did you see that?” They had seen a little man on a motorcycle float across the backyard. According to Jayne it looked like a leprechaun (no he wasn’t dressed in green) on a miniature motorcycle floating across their backyard. They ran outside to peek over the fence but it had already vanished.

HC addendum
Source: http://www.castleofspirits.com/stories02/little.html

 

Pan

 

 

Location: Somerset, England
Date: 1948 Time: evening
A man named Cyril Barry was outside smoking a cigarette one evening when he noticed light coming from the window of the adjacent house. He casually strode over and looked inside the room---and got the shock of his life. There, sitting at a large table was a white, humanoid figure with a bearded goat’s head complete with ten-inch-long horns. Instantly regretting his indiscretion, Mr. Barry hurriedly left the area. Shake by what he had seen and unable to resolve it, he reportedly returned to the house the following day and once again, peered into the same window. He was surprised to see that the room was now empty, dusty and in disarray as if it hadn’t been occupied for years.

HC addendum
Source: B. M. Nunnelly, “The Inhumanoids real encounters with beings that can’t exist” p. 311

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My thanks goes out to my dear friend and fellow Fortean researcher Albert S Rosales for sharing these strange encounters with me. I would be very interested in hearing from anyone who may have had a similar experience, especially if it occurred in Canada. You can contact me through the blog by leaving a comment or privately via my email addy. 

More High Strange Goodies


UFOs and the Parapsychological

May 22nd, 2017

 

It was my pleasure to be a recent guest on Somwhere in the Skies with Ryan Sprague. Please have a listen while we discuss Ufos, ghosts, Parapsychology, Poltergeists, High Strangeness, and Magick. Subscribe to Ryan's channel for other intriguing guests and check out his book by the same name Somewhere in the Skies which is a fresh look at this old enigma. 

I am always interested in hearing about personal encounters with the highly strange, particulrly faeries, UFOs, and poltergeists. Please feel free to leave me a comment or you can connect with me via social media or through email.