I came across this image a few times while surfing the net, and it is an apt representation of my mood today. I'm not certain who the image belongs to, but if you recognise it let me know so that I can give proper credit or seek permission to use it.

It is lovely in its sadness.

I had a strange sleep last night filled with dreams of UFOs, and aliens. I never really woke up from it if you know what I mean. I had one of those surreal days that are more dream-like than normal reality, and with an undercurrent of melancholy that I truly could not pinpoint as to why.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm suffering a mild depression, a hangover maybe of when the Graves Disease was out of control. I've been thinking about death a lot lately, and my Mom, and Dad mostly my Mother, but the sadness as I call it has been around off and on for a few years now.

Maybe it is just the extreme heat that triggered this feeling as I'm not as fond of it like I was when I was younger, or a sugar rebound from all that birthday cake (was Matthew's birthday) consumed last night. Not really sure what leads up to the sadness as sometimes the feeling just creeps over me even if I have been having a good day otherwise.

Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day, and brighter one at least in spirits.